Taking a Break
Last month was very hard for me, I went through so many emotions in the span of those 4 weeks that it exhausted me. I was upset all the time, I was frustrated that the treatment wasn't working and I was just plain tired. The uncertainty would keep me awake at night, and having 2 or 3 appointments a week didn't help either. And so my husband and I talked about it, and we decided that if we didn't get pregnant this cycle then we would take a break. Well sadly it didn't happen last month so here I am trying to regroup and figure out our next steps. I want to have a kid but at what expense? I don't want to be depressed for the foreseeable future and I don't want the stress that these treatments cause. So I am taking a break. I am lucky that my family doctor prescribed me the ovulation medication I was on at the fertility clinic, so at least I know taking a break from the appointments wont effect my body like I was worried about. And I have to say that not having t